I hope the future is worth it
I can still taste the first time i decided to kill myself. I was maybe 11 years old. Looking back i still think if anything would have changed if i did it, how the world would be without me. The last time i wanted to kill myself i was already a man or at least i tought i was one. All the hate i had inside me all of that disgusting feeling of being fucking alone. It's been around 3 years since i started my treatment. It's been around 2 years since i started to like myself. I hope the future is worth it.